We all Pretend…



I didn’t know you could sew?

A million years ago, I remember standing in a cold, utilitarian office space, just doing my job.  The next five minutes of banter would change my life forever……wpid-804866249_355821.gif He said, “When are you going to give up and go out with me?” I said, “Give me one good reason.” And the rest is history.  I never would have guessed.  I never could have imagined that a man that seemed so different from me would fit so well.  There’s never been such chemistry as ours. I miss him. Thankfully he’s not gone from this earth, but presently, he’s gone from my life. I long for the day that I can lay by his side again.  I day dream about the lazy afternoons we would spend discussing the world and sipping coffee.  And I need the laughter to become a regular occurrence again. The childlike games, pranks; oh the laughter; sometimes we laughed only with our eyes, but we laughed!

I do miss this man. My heart, my mind, my body are lonely.




Price of Anger


You will not be punished for your anger, you will be punished by your anger.




People know you for what you’ve done, not for what you plan to do.



DEPRESSION_by_optiknerve_grThe nights are longer now.

The air is cold some how.

All I know is, I’m alone once again.


I’ve heard it all before,

I dreamed this time would come,

but there’s no comfort, no solace in the words.

— charliey4


blueHere I sit, blue.

Within my four walls,

To low to call

Out for help.

grey   Here I lay, grey.

   Upon my old mattress,

   Once again witness

   To my mind.

      blackHere I wait, black.

      Lost in my doom,

      Caught in my own

      Pool of despair.

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